I’m Bella Isis of Youtube channel “LearnSpellCasting”.
I have been casting spells successfully since I was a teen – over 5 decades ago (yep, I’m an old lady)!
You can cast a spell for yourself! You do not need to pay anyone to do it for you.
However, I completely understand if you can’t for privacy reasons, you’re scared or have tried before and nothing has worked.
I also offer spell candles/ setting lights, prayers for you on my alter at Mint Candle Shop for a more affordable option.
Be patient with yourself, be clear in what your true motivations and goals are – and you will experience success!
May the Goddess/God bless you in your endeavors!